crime is bliss

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"You cannot commit the crime until you have become the crime itself" -- The Buddha

“You cannot commit the crime until you have become the crime itself” — The Buddha

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Crime is bliss. What do you need? Whatever

it is it is gone. The night kissed me, said,

“go and look for it.” But why would horror

want to be reclaimed? You were not misled

when they said life sucks. It does. Like people

who call themselves Buddhists — already they’re

doing it all wrong. I lost my Jekyll

(or was it my Hyde?) my thrill, my nightmare,

all that I could carry in a spare bag

and say, “hands up!” I don’t hate the Buddha,

just his followers. Take what you need. Greed

is god. Don’t feel too bad. If you need swag

you need swag. “Crime is bliss,” is my mantra,

because, apparently, that’s what I need.

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You cannot commit the crime until you have become the crime itself2

i took what’s mine

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Up there it’s a bastard: rain, tears, spit, piss.
I’ve had it all. Down here, though, each deep breadth
pleases; the sun is a beacon. There’s bliss
in this pressure per square inch. Crushing depth,
they call it. All the sky is full of blue
ripples. There are two-legged boys I know, shy
when they first meet mother. What’s that haiku?
“Mother I never knew,/ every time I
see the ocean/ every time.”
Yes. Indeed.
Go down, love, I tell them. They taste like brine.
How odd that things made of bone and stone thrill.
I had a lover who called me “Jah;” smoked weed
floating on the surface. I took what’s mine
“I love you,” he said, as he kissed each gill.

err or err

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I don’t want to be born. I want to be
made-up from a world of cryptic but bad
grammar. Make me bionic and hungry
for spare parts. Ink pens for lips, a keypad
smile. Where I walk loose change shall fall. I err,
for I struggle with my opposable
thumbs every day. It is in my nature
not to have any Nature in me. “Null”
is a good word. So is “methyl,” “sour”
and “carbon-based life-form.” Shall I compare
myself to a sodden day? I am damp
as a void. I mean, it takes an odd hour
to fill the wet gap in me. Err or err,
either way I’m as blank as a headlamp.

two shallow graves

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I went into the backyard and dug two

shallow graves; one for you and one for me.

I sure as hell don’t want to be with you

in a dirt hole for all eternity

if I fuck this up. When I hate something

it gives me focus. I’m a stumblebum.

Focus isn’t my strength. O heart, bleeding

won’t end a thing, but it’s a start. Seldom

do we get new starts. Heart, foolish heart,

you have been cut and pierced, starved and eaten.

You are a sad, little thing when you bleed.

I don’t care about revenge, the sweetheart

who broke me, anyone. Heart, you’re the one

I want dead; the last thing, right now, I need.

caliban among the ruins

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The sign said, “I couldn’t hurt you like you

hurt me.” Don’t be so sure. I’m Caliban

cast out among ruins; I never knew

how to curse before you taught me. Shaman

for the dead; that job does me no damn good

now. Who knew I had this violent hunger

in me to see you bleed? I think I could,

I could bleed you, drain you dry, and never

call it a sin … I think I’d like vengeance …

except that would mean bringing you back here.

To this world full of light like the first dawn.

So … no. The dead hate you. You’re a nuisance,

nothing more. Being unloved was your fear.

You weren’t, once, but now all that love is gone.

maleficent, mi amor

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I’ve been called many things, but a “disgrace

to the forces of evil” made me stare

dumbly at her. I had helped her unlace

her bone corset, let down her crow-black hair,

bled the man, let her drink from the chalice.

What did she want? Her skin, with its green-fire

glow of a witch-queen, burned with her tigress

eyes, her four breasts. It wasn’t desire

I felt for my sister … much. After all,

evil is as evil does (I never

got that); she kept me around, her warm pet

good for snuggling with on cold nights. “Crawl

to me and make me cum, little brother.

I’ll drown you, fool. Amuse me. Make me wet.”

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the divine grace jones

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from her movie VAMP (1986)

from her movie VAMP (1986)

hat by Philip Treacy

hat by Philip Treacy

Grace in her Vampire Hat for the Q music awards (2008)

Grace in her Vampire Hat for the Q music awards (2008)

@ Hammmersmith Ballroom, NYC

@ Hammmersmith Ballroom, NYC

The Divine Almond Jones: Grace Jones photographed by Antonio Lopez (1976)

The Divine Almond Jones: Grace Jones photographed by Antonio Lopez (1976)

Grace Jones and Boy George (photographer unknown)

Grace Jones and Boy George (photographer unknown)

There aren’t very many people I’d fling myself in front of a flying bullet for, Grace Jones will always be my top 5 list.

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map of armenian resettlement camps

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Map detailing the names and location of Armenian Resettlement Camps in Deir ez-Zor province, dated December 1916. Image found in the OTTOMAN ARCHIVES (from the ORIENTAL COLLECTION at the Bulgarian National Library, November 22, 2009)

Map detailing the names and location of Armenian Resettlement Camps in Deir ez-Zor province, dated December 1916. Image found in the OTTOMAN ARCHIVES (from the ORIENTAL COLLECTION at the Bulgarian National Library, November 22, 2009)