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14 Saturday Jun 2025

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THE FOOL – Card 0

TITLE: The Naked Immortal / 裸仙渡海 (Luǒxiān Dùhǎi)

MYTHIC ARCHETYPE: The Drowned Sage Who Laughs at Storms

MYTHOLOGICAL FIGURE: Li Tieguai (李鐵拐), the Crutch-Bearing Immortal, but before his transformation—a young, reckless seeker who drowned attempting to cross the sea on a gourd (a “fool’s vessel”).

PIRATE TWIST: Instead of drowning, he’s rescued by a Dragon King’s daughter (龍女) who gifts him a cursed pearl—it grants immortality but binds him to the sea’s whims. He becomes the first of the Drunken Immortal Pirates, forever straddling the line between wisdom and folly.

WHY THE FOOL? He’s caught between worlds (land/sea, mortal/immortal). His “leap” is trusting the ocean’s cruelty as a teacher.

TAOIST PIRATE SYMBOLISM

KEYWORDS (UPRIGHT):

Wuwei (無為) surrender to the tide.

Beggar’s wisdom (the “holy fool” who sees deeper).

Pirate’s gamble—sailing uncharted waters.

The “empty gourd” (symbol of potential).

KEYWORDS (REVERSED):

Shipwrecked hubris.

Cursed by the Dragon’s gift (immortality as a trap).

Losing one’s hun (魂, ethereal soul) to the depths.

INTERPRETATION: Drawing this card means embracing the chaos of the sea as a path to enlightenment. It’s the drunken pirate singing as the typhoon approaches, or the hermit who steps off the cliff—not to die, but to walk on water.

RITUAL

THE GOURD LEAP (壺跳, Hú Tiào)

(Inspired by Taoist “Floating Gourd” divination and Fujianese sailor rites)

PURPOSE: To consecrate a journey with the reckless faith of the Immortals.

MATERIALS:

A dried gourd (or a bowl painted with waves)

Saltwater + a handful of sand

3 coins (for the Three Treasures: 精, 氣, 神)

A red thread (to bind fate)

RITUAL:

Fill the gourd with saltwater and sand—shake it like a pirate’s dice.

WHISPER:

海無直路 (Hǎi wú zhí lù)
(“The sea has no straight roads.”)

Toss the coins into the gourd

ALL HEADS: The Dragon favors your gamble.

ALL TAILS: The tide warns of folly.

MIXED: The Immortals laugh—proceed, but lightly.

Knot the red thread around the gourd’s neck and leap over it (literally or symbolically).

CHANT:

李鐵拐醉渡,我醒跳!(Lǐ Tiěguǎi zuì dù, wǒ xǐng tiào!)
(“Iron Crutch Li crossed drunk, I leap sober!”)

Bury the gourd at a crossroads or fling it into moving water.

PARALLEL MYTHOLOGY
MYTHIC ARCHETYPE: The Selkie Who Sheds Her Skin
MYTHOLOGICAL FIGURE: The Selkie (Northern Atlantic Folklore)
REGION: Orkney, Shetland, Faroes, Iceland, Ireland
FORM: Seal in water, human on land; stepping ashore—naked, vulnerable, open-hearted. Like The Fool, the Selkie is entering a new world. She may fall in love, become trapped, or discover joy… but always the journey begins in faith, in openness, in longing.
TALE: Selkies are beings who shed their seal skins to walk as humans. European stories often revolve around Selkies losing their skins (and therefore their freedom) when a Human hides it, enslaving them to the land. The Selkie is often cast as innocent, curious, a liminal creature belonging neither entirely to land nor sea. Sometimes tricked, sometimes trusting too much, but always drawn toward returning to their native home: the sea.

ETHICAL NOTE: Unlike traditional Selkie myths (often about stolen skins), Taoist shedding is voluntary—emphasizing agency in transformation.
TAROT SYMBOLISM
[UPRIGHT]: Voluntarily giving up the old, Trust in the unknown, Spiritual freedom, Unworldly courage.
[REVERSED]: Naivete, Foolishness, Risk without preparation, Being trapped or tricked, Losing your “skin” (true nature) to others.

INTERPRETATION THROUGH THE SELKIE: To draw The Fool is to shed your old skin on purpose. It is the act of agency: walking barefoot into the mystery, ocean-salt still clinging to your soul. Be wary of those who would hide your truth, but do not let fear stop you from taking your first step.

RITUAL

“THE SALT-SHEDDING CEREMONY” (蛻鹽法, Tuì Yán Fǎ)

Source: Hybrid of Fujianese “skin-changing” rites (for fishermen transitioning to pirates) and Taoist rebirth rituals, also documented in 《閩海過渡秘錄》 (Secret Records of Fujian Sea Transitions), 1793.

PURPOSE: To ritually shed an old identity (like the Selkie’s skin) and embrace the Fool’s Leap—using the Sea’s transformative power.

MATERIALS:

A bowl of seawater (or saltwater + a seashell, if inland).

A square of black silk (or dark cloth)—represents the “old skin.”

A candle (red or white, for yang energy).

Three grains of rice (symbolizing the Three Treasures: jing, qi, shen).

STEPS:

At dusk (when tides shift), hold the silk and whisper:

海是我衣,潮是我魂—
今日脫去,明日新生!
(“Sea is my clothing, tide is my soul—
Take them off today, tomorrow I’ll be reborn!”)

Dip the silk into the seawater, then light it with the candle (let it burn to ash in a fireproof bowl).

SYMBOLISM: The silk dissolves like a Selkie’s seal-skin, the salt preserves your essence.

Scatter the ashes into flowing water (or bury them with the rice grains).

TAOIST TOUCH: The rice “feeds” the ghosts of your past selves, ensuring they don’t haunt your new life.

Leap over the candle (a mini “Fool’s jump”) into your next phase.

WHY THIS ALSO WORKS FOR THE FOOL

Parallels Selkie Lore: The silk = seal-skin; the ashes = returning to the sea.

TAOIST REBIRTH: Burning the silk mirrors funerary rites for old identities.

PIRATE’S EDGE: Fujianese pirates used this to shed their “land names” before raids.

SYNCRETIC BRIDGE

Selkie Skin → Taoist “Shedding the Corpse” (屍解, Shījiě): A ritual where adepts “fake death” to transcend mortal limits. Pirates whispered that Li Tieguai’s drowned body was just a decoy skin.

THE LEAP: Both traditions honor the sacred stupidity of trusting the untamable—whether Selkie waves or Dragon tides.

THE “SCHOLAR’S HEART” MANDATE:

Primary Sources: The essential Selkie texts are from David Thomson’s The People of the Sea, along with John Gregorson Campbell’s Superstitions of the Highlands and Islands of Scotland. For the various Taoist rituals see: The Jiaolong myth in the 《述异记》 (Records of Strange Things), 6th century CE. Also see: Quanzhen Taoism’s ocean poetry—many monks wrote of the sea as a metaphor for the unformed Dao. Pirate ships, like the body, are “temporary vessels.”

how would you interpret the tarot’s chariot romantically?

13 Friday Jan 2023

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“Wuv, twue wuv.” [Princess Bride, 1987]

Focus, confidence and determination are all good things, in theory. From them we get that rugged individualism (with a dimple in the chin) that my therapist keeps going on about as being so important for a healthy Ego and sense of self.

Personally, I feel that the Ego in all its forms is highly overrated, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. It takes us into the realm of psychology and science is some of the least sexy and romantic aspects of being human that I can imagine. It’s great for analyzing and cataloging behavior … less so as dating advice.

Be bold, we’re told, when taking actions on love. Take control of your love life. Go get what you want. We’ve all heard these words in one form or another. Just feed that inner Don Juan (or Donna Juanna, if you’re Brigitte Bardot) and that wretched misery in your soul might finally be silenced (key word: might). Curiously, that advice seldom works … unless your idea of a happy life is living out the plot points of most pornos.

I can only offer my own experiences, but people who advocate that this is a positive card (at least in the Rider-Waite world) are one sort, lovers who burn, as Rumi reminds us, are another.

In this case a structured and ordered approach when it comes to love is not the best path forward since love is neither structured, ordered nor something that you can control through willpower. Love is chaos. Love is madness. Love is what keeps the poets writing late at night and laughs at rules and the way “things are suppose to be.” In short, I question anyone who champions this card as someone who has spent far too much time thinking about love and far little actually experiencing its messy glory.

This is why, for my deck at least, I changed the Chariot to a Palanquin because you can’t make a palanquin go simply by willing it. You need others to literally do all the heavy lifting, you need to act together to make anything happen. Love is, by its very nature, communal. The Rider-Waite deck seems to have forgotten that and assumes that boldness (that great Victorian virtue) will achieve your goals. Again, love has no agenda, no secret code that you can break and “make it happen.” To hammer the point in a little further, up and beyond the fact that this litter has no bearers, the woman in it wants to smoke her hashish but has no flame to light it. Perfect control and confidence have yet to start a fire (unless its a metaphoric one) since she needs to take the match Syssk (the xenomorph seated next to her) offers.

That’s the love lesson that I take away from here: forcefulness in love is called rape. It’s why “Love magic” has nothing to do with love and everything with exercising your control over another. Do not follow that path, it never ends well. Only by working together can we make love bloom and, of course, the Ego of the Chariot has very little to do with that.

the witch: onibaba [update]

01 Sunday Jan 2023

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“Chaos that/ takes I from/ I” ~ Note written for the Fool.

I’ve been trying to keep a notebook in English regarding what Syssk’s tarot cards mean. In the Rider-Waite deck the Magician is the conduit between Heaven and Earth. Here, though, there is no Heaven or Earth, only the formless Void, only Chaos personified. This is what fascinates me. The Tao Te Ching states:

There was something formlessly fashioned, that existed before Heaven and Earth; without sound, without substance, dependent on nothing, unchanging, all-pervading, unfailing. One may think of it as the Mother of all Things Under Heaven.

That “ something formlessly fashioned.” That is the conduit that I’m looking for. Neither masculine nor feminine, neither black nor white, neither solid nor liquid: Chaos, the primal substance that holds the universe together. As a result I must discard any philosophy that can only function on planet Earth for being too limiting. Humans tend to be oppressively myopic when it comes to their desires. As the Chinese feminist and revolutionary, Qiu Jin, put it, “Now that things have gotten so dangerous,/ please change your girl’s garments for a Wu sword.”

That is the teacher. Discard your “I” ~ Chaos awaits.

Notes on Notes:

It’s been pointed out to me that my hand-writing is barely readable so here are what the notes say:

Don’t tell me women are not the stuff of heroes, I alone rode over the East Sea’s winds for ten thousand leagues. My poetic thoughts ever expand, like a sail between ocean and heaven. I dreamed of your three islands, all gems, all dazzling with moonlight. I grieve to think of the bronze camels, guardians of China, lost in thorns. Ashamed, I have done nothing; not one victory to my name. I simply make my war horse sweat. Grieving over my native land hurts my heart. So tell me; how can I spend these days here? A guest enjoying your spring winds? [Qiu Jin]

Je est une autre. I is another. [Rimbaud]

I from I

Thus to name it is to raise stones, to wound the bark with stones, to batter it with stones, the stones to cut the bark, to fester in the bark.

In everything natural there is something mysterious. [Aristotle]

Qiu Jin’s carved seal: Read books/ Practice sword.

Earlier design for the Magician, from a science fiction themed tarot based on astronauts and aliens.

The Witch: Onibaba

29 Monday Aug 2022

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