It was far easier to come out as a manic-depressive, alcoholic, bisexual sex-and-love addict than it was to admit that I was raped.
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It was far easier to come out as a manic-depressive, alcoholic, bisexual sex-and-love addict than it was to admit that I was raped.
01 Friday Dec 2017
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duppy, Haiti, poem, Poetry, Port-au-Prince, sonnet, theur elwis cum, Yorkshire accent
You sit, dripping on the gunwale, nostrils
flaring, your hemmed dress covering your knee
while I cut guff-rope from off your ankles.
“Ah’m chilled,” you chatter, “teur t’ bone, duppy.
Gi’ uz yaw rawny ‘eat.” What dead returns
when called? The boat bobbed on gray-green Haitian
waves. They had tried to snuff you; but salt burns
with ropes, entwined; fat moon with sickly sun,
enlaced; living with dead, conjoined. This, too,
is faith. I hug you. You cough up a lung,
laugh, stare: “duppy, ah knuw you’d cum.” You wince,
shifting back organs: “theur elwis cum.” True,
I do, for you. Your lips are cracked, your tongue
black, so I row us back to Port-au-Prince.
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Notes:
For the record I am not using any sort of Haitian accent in the poem, it is actually Yorkshire. A duppy is, traditionally, a malevolent spirit from the Caribbean (see: Bob Marley’s Duppy Conqueror, for popular use), though as with everything that people insist on making black and white I delight in the grays.
27 Monday Nov 2017
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We are miracle workers in a world that no longer believes in miracles; yet, our tragedy, kindness, drama, all our little loves, these too are still wonders.
27 Monday Nov 2017
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Form is the ladder to get you out of the pit.
Tyehimba Jess
27 Monday Nov 2017
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child of the vulture, climb damn you climb, faith drools, myth is sloppy, quote unquote, you are the ladder
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27 Monday Nov 2017
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clock-work love, cunnilingus, erotic poetry, fat palm, high maintenance, ozone, puckered, quim qualm, sonnet, trees
Night wind in the trees; though I never heard
that din back then. Just your mewling quim qualm
cries with each flushed thrust while your lips puckered
and dripped. To pull back. To mark with fat palm,
the smack, the sting. Onto days; felt your burn
on my fingertips, melted deep in my hair —
I walked for days glazed in a world of stern
scorn, ghast hush, torn crush. You’re all of despair.
I of need. How do you say? High maintenance?
High greed? Come back, love. Return like clockwork.
Or, soul, don’t. Gods do not love indulgence,
just the noise that you give when your hips jerk.
We are nights with wind and trees and ozone.
We are the low crackle that breaks the stone.
27 Monday Nov 2017
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a sky where spirits live, automatic writing, black tea, bong water, cockspur, erotic poetry, Lord Byron, sonnet, spirit, wet like fog
With my left hand automatic writing.
Three taps and the spirit begins, hungry
for my attention. We’re all hungering
with need. Bring me my water pipe, my tea,
chaos. What is a ghost but compulsion
personified? I am as compulsive
as it comes. You quote Shelley, I Byron.
Cockspur; we still quote men who don’t forgive,
forget or learn from their mistakes. Spirit,
mayhem, bring your mouth low. I have dead aunts,
mothers, sisters that only you recall.
Tap out my love to them. Be the poet
that I’ll never be; mumbling in trance,
just more wet clay with a lisp and a drawl.
18 Saturday Nov 2017
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In this world
we walk on the roof of hell,
gazing at flowers.
The moon and the flowers,
forty-nine years,
walking around, wasting time.
Full moon:
my ramshackle hut
is what it is.
I’m going out,
flies, so relax,
make love.
Don’t worry, spiders,
I keep house
casually.
We humans–
squirming around
among the blossoming flowers.
The world of dew
is the world of dew,
And yet, and yet–
Kobayashi Issa (1763 – 1827 / Japan)
18 Saturday Nov 2017
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Arse's trickster, bastard's freak, blow job, erotic poetry, fellatio, Lather maker, Rude root, sonnet
Arse’s trickster; Lather maker; Rude root.
You say cocks are symbols of devotion,
godhood, rebirth; like you’re the first to put
the “erection” back in resurrection.
Knacker bone; Billy-me-nag; Love’s horsewhip.
First strip away myths, all the begetting,
its use as a weapon, male ego; strip
it bare and what’s there? 8-inches … pulsing.
Leather stretcher; Jockey’s pride; Bastard’s freak.
Some days I can say, “Brother, your beauty
haunts me.” Give me those days without bullshit
crafted to glory in this queer physique —
days where I can leave your face soaked, splotchy,
cum-streaked, where you hold out your palm and spit.
16 Thursday Nov 2017
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clitoral hood, cum alone, cunnilingus, erotic poetry, hodge podge, hood, slurred glories, sonnet
Perhaps it was the flavor — the essence —
the smell. Perhaps it was the study hall
after school — meant for our math and science
homework. With doors locked the sunlight would crawl
out from the windows. It strayed, meandered,
returned back to the spot where you straddled
my face, grinding, while you sang out the slurred
glories of my tongue. You convulsed, bejeweled
my cheeks, chin, lip until I swallowed you,
hodge-podge, all the while your clitoral hood
rubbed me raw. Perhaps it was in that zone
before we went home, cum-dazed, stuck like glue,
peeling yourself back that I understood,
dear friend, I could live on your cum alone.