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i took what’s mine

28 Thursday Mar 2013

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a taste like brine, he called me Jah, homoerotic, merman, rasta in the surf, stone and bone thrill

Up there it’s a bastard: rain, tears, spit, piss.
I’ve had it all. Down here, though, each deep breadth
pleases; the sun is a beacon. There’s bliss
in this pressure per square inch. Crushing depth,
they call it. All the sky is full of blue
ripples. There are two-legged boys I know, shy
when they first meet mother. What’s that haiku?
“Mother I never knew,/ every time I
see the ocean/ every time.”
Yes. Indeed.
Go down, love, I tell them. They taste like brine.
How odd that things made of bone and stone thrill.
I had a lover who called me “Jah;” smoked weed
floating on the surface. I took what’s mine
“I love you,” he said, as he kissed each gill.

err or err

28 Thursday Mar 2013

Posted by babylon crashing in Poetry, sonnet

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blank as a headlamp, err or err, opposable thumb, sonnet

I don’t want to be born. I want to be
made-up from a world of cryptic but bad
grammar. Make me bionic and hungry
for spare parts. Ink pens for lips, a keypad
smile. Where I walk loose change shall fall. I err,
for I struggle with my opposable
thumbs every day. It is in my nature
not to have any Nature in me. “Null”
is a good word. So is “methyl,” “sour”
and “carbon-based life-form.” Shall I compare
myself to a sodden day? I am damp
as a void. I mean, it takes an odd hour
to fill the wet gap in me. Err or err,
either way I’m as blank as a headlamp.

two shallow graves

26 Tuesday Mar 2013

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sonnet, stumblebum, stupid heart, two shallow graves

I went into the backyard and dug two

shallow graves; one for you and one for me.

I sure as hell don’t want to be with you

in a dirt hole for all eternity

if I fuck this up. When I hate something

it gives me focus. I’m a stumblebum.

Focus isn’t my strength. O heart, bleeding

won’t end a thing, but it’s a start. Seldom

do we get new starts. Heart, foolish heart,

you have been cut and pierced, starved and eaten.

You are a sad, little thing when you bleed.

I don’t care about revenge, the sweetheart

who broke me, anyone. Heart, you’re the one

I want dead; the last thing, right now, I need.

caliban among the ruins

25 Monday Mar 2013

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shaman for the dead, sonnet

The sign said, “I couldn’t hurt you like you

hurt me.” Don’t be so sure. I’m Caliban

cast out among ruins; I never knew

how to curse before you taught me. Shaman

for the dead; that job does me no damn good

now. Who knew I had this violent hunger

in me to see you bleed? I think I could,

I could bleed you, drain you dry, and never

call it a sin … I think I’d like vengeance …

except that would mean bringing you back here.

To this world full of light like the first dawn.

So … no. The dead hate you. You’re a nuisance,

nothing more. Being unloved was your fear.

You weren’t, once, but now all that love is gone.

maleficent, mi amor

25 Monday Mar 2013

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gif, Maleficent, mi amor, sonnet

I’ve been called many things, but a “disgrace

to the forces of evil” made me stare

dumbly at her. I had helped her unlace

her bone corset, let down her crow-black hair,

bled the man, let her drink from the chalice.

What did she want? Her skin, with its green-fire

glow of a witch-queen, burned with her tigress

eyes, her four breasts. It wasn’t desire

I felt for my sister … much. After all,

evil is as evil does (I never

got that); she kept me around, her warm pet

good for snuggling with on cold nights. “Crawl

to me and make me cum, little brother.

I’ll drown you, fool. Amuse me. Make me wet.”

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scar

18 Monday Mar 2013

Posted by babylon crashing in Feminism, Poetry, sonnet

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cunnilingus, lifetime of love, lithic muscles, Lucky Strike, Moroccan patterns, pubic hair, scar, sonnet, woman warrior

 

When I trace the scars on her shoulders, thick
as my finger, grotesque tattoos that wrap
around each arm. When I kiss her lithic
muscles she starts to tremble. She could snap
my spine like that. She has killed thirty men
like that. When I play with her softest part,
the part I will not name, her talismen
I call a lifetime of love, my sweetheart
opens. It’s not words but other’s secrets
that that I won’t share. When I light her lucky
strike she groans the earth before volcano’s
blow. She clamps my face in place; her ringlets
tease my nose. I love her, from her forty
broadsword strokes to each of her missing toes.

lust’s fee

18 Monday Mar 2013

Posted by babylon crashing in Erotic, Illustration and art, Poetry, sonnet

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ancient hellholes, divine orgasms, Jadis, lust's fee, maelstroms, mothers of war, Sexual Rage, She Of The-Cat-O-9-Tails, sonnet, The White Witch, Tilda Swinton, Venus Furo, witch-queen's knight

the divine Tilda Swinton as Jadis, the White Witch

I do not believe you — you claimed that you
somehow could own my ass? Pfft. What folly
claiming that you would try to go undo
the gifts that Venus Furo gave to me.
She Of The-Cat-O-9-Tails never blessed
hauteur; you know, gods hate pompous assholes.
These scars come from defending my dreaded
mothers of war. There are ancient hellholes
that none of you self-proclaimed subs and doms
could dream up. Don’t talk about pain unless
you lop off two of your fingers tonight.
Call it lust’s fee. The gods cum in maelstroms,
proud child. Could you survive such a caress?
I did; which is why I’m a witch-queen’s knight.

sticky greed

16 Saturday Mar 2013

Posted by babylon crashing in Erotic, Poetry, sonnet

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cum, cunnilingus, dumb boy toy, fellatio, ghost lover, make me cum, sonnet

What I love, the ghost said, is the pure want,

the fire wet and humid, the flesh quaking.

Collapsing. Claw me. Tear me, she said, haunt

my cunt the way I still haunt your fucking

dreams. Thrill me. Kill me — heh, too late for that.

Fist me. Twist me. Fill me. I am rabid,

dripping toxic. You got blue balls? tomcat

blues. Catch me. Stretch me. My cum is acid.

It will eat through your cock. Burn your fingers.

Shake me. Break me. Soak me. Scare me — if you

can. If you can fuck, love. If you can suck

and spew. I am sticky greed. My horrors

will show you. Because you said that you knew.

Dumb boy toy. You told me that ghosts can’t fuck.

su xiaoxiao’s lament

13 Wednesday Mar 2013

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alcohol, Chinese history, drinking games, ghost girl, lament, mythology, Qiantang, sonnet, Southern Qi Dynasty, Su Xiaoxiao

the ghost who drank me under the table

the ghost who drank me under the table

* * *

Dreaming, I walked on the shores of West Lake.
In a spangled coach, pulled by a pale horse,
I met a comely ghost. “My one mistake,”
the girl said, “was to die beautiful. Coarse,
ugly girls sleep in peace. But not for me.
There is always some idiot writing
poems in my name, calling me foxy,
a man-eater. Pff.”
she sighed, untying
the heart-shaped knot of her robe. I stopped her.
Why make the dead’s lives harder than they are?
“Drink with me,” she offered. Ghosts aren’t able
to get drunk, but she liked gin’s raw flavor.
“Thank you,” I said as I lit her cigar.
Smiling, she drank me under the table.

* * *

Notes:

Su Xiaoxiao (蘇小小, died sometime around 501 AD) was a famous courtesan and poet from the city of Qiantang during the Southern Qi Dynasty (479–502 AD). Her tomb is on the shores of West Lake, in what is known today as Hangzhou, the capital of Zhejiang province in eastern China. Being gifted and beautiful (as legend will have it) she was the romantic heroine in much poetry written by Tang dynasty poets. Even today she stars in her own Chinese soap opera, Generation of the courtesan Su Xiaoxiao, staring Yamei Wang.

sweet morsel, tasty waif

12 Tuesday Mar 2013

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boat, fox yipping, hunter, monster, river, sonnet, sweet morsel, tasty waif

I left the drifting boat by the misty
shoreline. With sunset my fear and self-doubt
once more returned. Then the call: part-baby,
part-cat, drifts to me. She is up, about,
hunting. In the wild expanse the dim sky
is low over the dank treetops. “Monster,”
she called me. Now her terrible blood-cry
comes once more, mixed with a scream of terror.

Something is dying out there in the dark.

But me? Monster? She should know. She hunts them.

Mists shift. The moon hangs down. I am not safe
here on the shore. I give my high yip-bark.
She knows that I’m now part of the mayhem.

I’m her monster: sweet morsel, tasty waif.

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