A special kind of beauty exists which is born in language, of language and for language.
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06 Friday Jul 2018
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A special kind of beauty exists which is born in language, of language and for language.
06 Friday Jul 2018
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Reality doesn’t impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another.
06 Friday Jul 2018
Kindness is a strange aphrodisiac —
You show me shocking blue bruises, stitches
and a thick tattoo on your lower back
that reads: Baby Mac Sappho. Your nieces
come to visit. Your sister frowns at me.
I look like trouble. The hospital room
is small. I wait in the hall as you three
chat but as soon as they’re gone we resume
where we left off: your gown pulled to your breasts,
thighs wrapped around my neck. Your dishabille
lips, the moon-stud in your clitoral hood,
the way you spurt. All week you had no guests.
That hurt. But this kindness, you say, this feels
good. Just good? I ask. Heh, cuntablunt good.
05 Thursday Jul 2018
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cancer survivor, coitus carnalis, erotic poetry, horrible 80s hair, infernal appetite, milf erotica, sonnet
Photos of you from the 80s: your permed
mullet, day-glo spandex, braces. You mused
about your lovers: the first girl who squirmed
under your tongue, the first boy who abused
your bum. We wouldn’t have been friends back then.
You liked dudes, ripped and mean. I was neither.
What was the term? “Art fag”? Still, tonight, sin,
a slick mess, has brought us to this. Cancer
has not dimmed your ardor. Your husband snores
upstairs. Your younger self stares down on us.
I have to wonder if she’d be surprised
to find you spread wide? skewered? on all-fours
like beasts? Slow, deep feast — coitus carnalis
— cum now, I think that she’d be scandalized.
01 Sunday Jul 2018
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Like a horse when I ride/ He knows where I sit.
Juicy Gotcha Krazy, Oaktown’s 3.5.7
01 Sunday Jul 2018
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Say that submissiveness is a wavelength
simply seeking proper context. You wet
yourself, you say, because your secret strength
comes from dreams of cum, of cream, of stout jets
arching up from between your legs. I’ve squished
juice from you, pinched your lips until, like grapes,
you ran down my arm. “I drip when ravished,”
you squeak. “Je mouille comme une folle.” What escapes
between us is slick. We burble. We rave.
We read the patterns with a soothsayer’s
prowess that you sprinkle and dew. Always,
they say, you will come again. That this wave
in you will come out. Call these kisses prayers
to all that bucks and groans, gushes and sprays.
NOTE:
My French is very bad but I believe that, “je mouille comme une folle,” translates into, “I’m as wet as a crazy woman.” We all should be that wet.
01 Sunday Jul 2018
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Va faire pleurer le colosse/ I will make the colossus cry.
28 Thursday Jun 2018
It’s not breaking off the tooth, it’s the living
with the exposed root. You are gone. You are
gone. I know that the rain is still falling,
that the earth is still sublime, that the star
I named you for is still out there, somewhere.
It’s this morbid time, time on my hands, time
to think that I can drink away despair,
fuck away all this pain. Time for sublime
errors in judgment. Pain will be the death
of me but what does pain prove? They still move:
the rain, the earth, the stars, all that must part
must part. I held you. You took your last breath.
You are gone. Let this long sober pain prove
that I love you, little blessing, dear heart —
24 Sunday Jun 2018
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Death then? Love now. Love what teaches. Despair
combined with sex and poor impulse control
teaches. During a game of Truth or Dare
I learned that the emotional black-hole
called my psyche isn’t good at keeping
friends. The Dare: show me base pleasures. Others
tsk’d-tsk’d. Look where it got them. Still, snogging
takes groin-stirring skill and I know what stirs
your groin, or so I thought. I got confused
and then frightened when you began to cry.
That was neither long death or little bliss,
only shame. When friends say that they felt used
that’s on you. Learn from this, fool. Don’t reply
with a sigh that a kiss is just a kiss —
22 Friday Jun 2018
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But just then temperance whispers: you are dull
sober. You’re still a shit and self-possessed —
the way devils possess the infidel,
the way cancer still lurks in your left breast
— possessed and achingly lonely. Restraint
didn’t change that. All mild calm has brought you
is new panic, all your old fears, that quaint
dread of future fuck-ups to come. You knew
that there’d be hell to pay but why is hell
so worn? forlorn? The last horned god has left
the woods, the last great shark fished from the sea.
This is your inheritance. You shall tell
of your riches — flat, gray, cut off, bereft
— and all that happens after ecstasy.