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29 Monday Aug 2022
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25 Thursday Aug 2022

It’s a beastly, sleepless night. The question that stirred me was, “What did the King of Wands say to the King of Swords upon meeting for the first time?”
At first I thought the answer should be a riddle … but I’m sorta crap when it comes to those sort of things. Instead, I turned to Syssk and her tarot deck. Besides English, the cards are translated into two other languages. On the left is Galactic Basic (Syssk’s native tongue) and, on the right, Armenian (the language, Lord Byron once declared, best to use when talking to God). The phrase in the middle, where these two cards come together, reads, “Ամեն ինչ քաոս է” (All is chaos) … for what else is there when wind and fire comingle?
Often, though, I don’t find the linear story telling path of English all that useful. So many ideas get lost between Point A and Point B. Memories crowd in on me and I have grown to abhor what my higher self considers worthy memento mori. Instead, I will answer this question with a sonnet, when the truth that needs to be spoken is less horizontal and smooth and more rough and deviating:
To flee from this sultry night heat I slept
outdoors. A slight breath filled the night. Restless
from stray dog days I heard how the frogs wept
for their dead, too, while moonlight cast monstrous
shapes; but all I could think of was the blow
when the Daimyo of Wands, “Lord of the Song
of the Turbulent Fire,” and the Daimyo
of Swords, “Lord of Raging Winds,” ran headlong
at each other. Blows that glowed into flame.
Misuse of power? Gall? The worst of those two
Lords rests in me. I know I should, “Come praise
Visions that bring Wisdom;” instead, stiff shame
rattles the bamboo. Love, I called for you ––
I called and curs squelched back through the malaise.
20 Saturday Aug 2022
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fae, lewd eldritch horror, poem, Poetry, roots, sonnet, uncanny sex, unwombed thing
Twilit sea. Twilit swamp. Twilit bedroom.
Uncanny times. Uncanny sex; since all
sex is uncanny. From womb to the tomb,
I’ll show you. Go down by the broken wall,
down by the ash tree’s roots: blood and mud, clay
and moss. I’ll show you your loss. Unwombed thing;
unborn ash and ember when the moon’s fae
is on you. Before your birth blood, stirring,
the way all chaos stirs, forced you into
physical form, you lived with me, dearest.
It’s why I’ve been abstaining for thirteen
years. You were my loam, my shadowy blue
soil. I was your roots, your muscled cock, lust.
Now you’re flesh and I’m an eldritch obscene.
Notes:
While popularized by Lovecraft, the term, “eldritch,” means something strange or unnatural, especially in the way that it inspires fear … which, I suppose, means, “Eldritch Horror,” is a bit redundant.
15 Monday Aug 2022
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buckle, cunnilingus, drowning bliss, erotic poetry, moon tide, poem, Poetry, sea poem, sonnet, the sea, with your tampon between my teeth
I learned to walk when the rolling sea ceased
to roll like the earth. I learned to sleep on
billows when you taught me about your creased
lips that tasted of lime. With your tampon
between my teeth I ached for that other
low tide. I didn’t blame the moon, that time,
when you pulled your swimsuit aside. “Lick her.”
I won’t blame it now. Let the sea’s stars climb
the sky, I will not drown while going down.
Without sea legs I drank my fill between
your hips. Rising. Falling. Groaning
of a ship’s hull about to buckle. Drown
with your tampon between my teeth. Sea-queen.
Argos-eyed. You are the vast Deep, moaning.
06 Wednesday Jul 2022
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BOEM, bureau of ocean energy management, H.D., ocean poetry, oil platform, poem, Poetry, Sea Garden, sonnet
You have forsaken oil platforms dotting
the coast. Locals call them eyesores. I call
them a queer Muse. Sadly, they’re bewitching,
ghostly and waiting for the perfect squall
to rift under. Instead, let one live out
its long golden years as a shrine, an art
commune, a haven for all us devout,
seafaring witches. We’ll bring all our hearts
and Craft to this sanctum. Eh? No, listen:
it’s like H.D.’s Sea Garden –– we’ll transform
flotsam into lore. We’ll live without sin
or oil spills. We’ll turn other’s pollution
into the realm of maritime brainstorms
and myth-making. This is how myths begin.
29 Wednesday Jun 2022
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catboat, erotic poetry, finger fucking, Gran Frè, Haitian Creole translation, Jacmel, Paul Gauguin, poem, sonnet
Water laps against the hull, against swells,
against ebbing. In times of fight or flight
this tricked-out catboat has served very well;
enough room for us to curl up, out of sight,
in its bottom. Slow hours; your back pressed
against my chest, your bottom pressed against
my cock, my fingers pressed against your nest
of curls. Each time your nipples and clit tensed.
Each time you groaned, “Wi, gran frè!” Paul Gauguin
would have loved seeing you squirt up sea spray;
your blue-coral hue soaking my fingers ––.
When we sail back to Jacmel, your cousin
will frown at these new stains, at how you sway
as you walk, at how your smile now lingers.
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Notes:
In Haitian Creole, Gran Frè translates into, “Big Brother.” Jacmel is a port city on Haiti’s southern coast. A catboat has a single sail set well forward in its hull. Winslow Homer’s 1870s painting, “Breezing Up (A Fair Wind),” features a catboat riding into the wind. Paul Gauguin was a French Post-Impressionist artist whose work featured Polynesian women in various stages of undress. 1900s Paris couldn’t get enough.
03 Tuesday May 2022
Posted in Disaster –- Pain –- Sorrow, Poetry, self-portrait, sonnet
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Now words are rare. Whatever synapses
let in the Divine are misfiring. ––
Neurons fail. Neural pathways do not please.
Now words are a struggle. I’m struggling
just to write this. Once I said I’d go turn
a tramp steamer into a library. ––
Sail from port to port, sharing that stubborn
love of books with all who live by the sea.
Now I’m struggling just to write this. Now
I sit in my chair and –– stare. There are no
books here. Words, like the water, turn brackish
each time I go down. Let me drown, somehow,
instead of this decline. Instead I know:
first I floundered, now flail and soon perish.
20 Wednesday Apr 2022
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Azalea Crypt, bent moon, conked smile, erotic poetry, pestilence, poem, Poetry, sonnet, wet dreams, where nightmares go to die
Rise as the nightly scourge of a sanguine
people—Illusive as a ghostly stroke
across one’s cheek. Not a spring-heeled villain;
be that other sort of pestilence—smoke
smitten, unfettered, the Azalea Crypt
of quick caresses that makes flesh quiver.
I think of the moon bent; how cum once dripped
from your smile. A conked smile that grows fainter
in my mind as all memories grow faint
when you’re no longer haunted by a bent
figure pressed to the window. I know why
you’re gone. A scourge would need to be a saint
to slake my passions. For nightmares hellbent
on wet dreams I am where they go to die.