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drunk as fuck, this bed,
clotted with another’s life
crusts, stains, motel room
11 Sunday Jun 2017
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drunk as fuck, this bed,
clotted with another’s life
crusts, stains, motel room
11 Sunday Jun 2017
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cold and dank, Madness, poem, Poetry, Skatalites, sonnet, stray cat, Toots and the Maytals, trails
Morning heat is drying out the ragged
bits of snail trails on my front stoop. The gin
at last kicks in. I was throwing up blood
last night, leaving me cold and dank, my skin
waxy. I love how silver fades away
in heat. I sit on my stoop, run a thumb
over the trail. Lick it clean. An old stray
curls at my feet; her purring a rhythm,
one that I follow. My neighbor calls out,
heading for work. This is how everything
should end. I’m lost in the Skatalites, Toots
and the Maytals, Madness. We all burnout.
We all fade. Snail trails. A stray cat purring.
Some of us are stars; some only tributes.
10 Saturday Jun 2017
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hand sweats, Las Vegas, my pubes itch, poem, Poetry, sonnet, summer heat, the air bathwater warm, thighs splay
The heat rises. It’s nothing like spring storms.
Nothing stirs. Whose fur hangs dank? Who drowses
and sleeps half the day away? Heat deforms,
corrupts us. The sweat in my pubes itches.
I scratch and scratch until tufts come away:
soggy cum, soggy spit and tight black curls.
You sprawl nearby me. The way your thighs splay
makes me blush though our naked boy’s and girl’s
secrets mean little in this heat. We pass
a spliff back and forth. We drain our whiskey
and pour out more. Cicadas drone. The glass
in your hand sweats. Everything is raspy.
Tonight we’ll go out in the summer storm
with heat-lightning, the air bathwater warm.
19 Friday May 2017
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You, prayer,
you, blasphemy,
you, razor in the prayer
of my silence
19 Friday May 2017
Ghosts rise and drink. Before the sulfuric heat
of the muggy gray sky (which never rains)
untwines itself from the dawn my heartbeat
murmurs and my hand shakes. Each new bloodstain
from the kitchen knife oozes down my arm
only to scab over. My body plays
host to a host of ills that plague and swarm
throughout me. I’m simply the obscene maze
that all things must flee from — Mama Lilith;
I’m shit-faced and you’re here with my meltdown.
Your twitch, my cut, all this must bleed. As host
to this chaos I’m your kith drunk on myth,
your kin sodden on gin — I won’t come down;
nothing comes down; not host-demon, not ghost.
19 Friday May 2017
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baffled and rapt, poem, Poetry, rapt, secret alphabet, sonnet
Perhaps while straddled. Perhaps in the gloom
of your nightgown; all that whiteness against
your breast. Perhaps in the small folds, the bloom
of heat where my skin pressed. Perhaps I tensed
when I should have relaxed. Perhaps we lapped
something queer from a gourd or a clay pot
that left us, in turns, both baffled and rapt.
Perhaps when it was time what you thought
you could do you couldn’t and simply choked.
Perhaps none of these. Whatever has brought
me here, love, doesn’t matter. Why regret?
Why so sad? Your cigarette has been smoked.
My wine drunk. Let’s share all that we’ve been taught.
Your pen. My ink. Our secret alphabet.
19 Friday May 2017
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You think I’ll be the dark sky so that you can be the star? I’ll swallow you whole.
19 Friday May 2017
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10 minutes before you’re dead, you’re alive.
05 Wednesday Apr 2017
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If I could stir
I could break a tree—
I could break you.
15 Wednesday Mar 2017
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Menstrual blood is the only source of blood that is not traumatically induced. Yet in modern society, this is the most hidden blood, the one so rarely spoken of and almost never seen, except privately by women …