woman wailing for her demon lover
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woman wailing for her demon lover
16 Saturday Dec 2017
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Z. Like the Weegies say, “yoo’re feckin’ zed.”
Which is true. I am obnoxious, bratty.
All these chemicals. Havoc in my head.
Scrimshaw. Cuts. Cairn. Marker. What we bury
when we bury ourselves. This doesn’t work
well. You say that I’m better, like Delphi.
Visions that I don’t get. Let the gods smirk
when my name comes up. I shall have your thigh
around my hips, wrecking you. Even Pan
wept. For all my faults you let me bury
myself in you. No regrets. Just more praise.
Just. You are all. Just. We want a human
that we can call our own. And I, banshee,
death in the last name, wail: love born of haze.
15 Friday Dec 2017
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fill the sky, jaguar's toothed song, night seed, poem, Poetry, pony-bird, sky scars, sonnet, the sky, what you need
Empire. Incubus. Lust. The sky came through
and the window stood open. You were not
here, no. You were there; like how the crow flew.
Like the crow caught. Like how the sky was caught
at the foot of my bed. It squawked, rustled,
beat wings as I wrapped my arms around air.
Sky loves us all; but who loves its muscled
grace? When was the last time that you were bare
naked before it? Can you name its scars?
Can you name its need? Sky, love, pony-bird.
You’re still a lost empire. You’re still night seed.
My bed is wide. I swear by the jaguar’s
toothed song that I know why you have hungered.
Love, I know how to satisfy your need.
13 Wednesday Dec 2017
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comeuppance, drench the floor, erotic poetry, hothouse, poem, RUIN, sonnet, spanking
Spankings seem cruel. But when you bend to bare
yourself to me with your ink—one word stamped
in black, “RUIN,” above your derriere—
when you drape yourself on my knee, thighs clamped
tight with tension; then, yes, this will be cruel.
So rough. So sudden. That first splitting stroke.
You know that I find whining sobs shameful;
only kids caterwaul. Drench the floor, soak
your thighs, if you must, but keep count of each
welted slash left upon your upturned ass.
Correction’s hothouse. Discipline’s garden.
Pain blooms as divine comeuppance; this bleach-
in-the-eyes pain, add a-touch-of-teargas —
that’s why you’re here, you and your prayer: RUIN.
01 Friday Dec 2017
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duppy, Haiti, poem, Poetry, Port-au-Prince, sonnet, theur elwis cum, Yorkshire accent
You sit, dripping on the gunwale, nostrils
flaring, your hemmed dress covering your knee
while I cut guff-rope from off your ankles.
“Ah’m chilled,” you chatter, “teur t’ bone, duppy.
Gi’ uz yaw rawny ‘eat.” What dead returns
when called? The boat bobbed on gray-green Haitian
waves. They had tried to snuff you; but salt burns
with ropes, entwined; fat moon with sickly sun,
enlaced; living with dead, conjoined. This, too,
is faith. I hug you. You cough up a lung,
laugh, stare: “duppy, ah knuw you’d cum.” You wince,
shifting back organs: “theur elwis cum.” True,
I do, for you. Your lips are cracked, your tongue
black, so I row us back to Port-au-Prince.
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Notes:
For the record I am not using any sort of Haitian accent in the poem, it is actually Yorkshire. A duppy is, traditionally, a malevolent spirit from the Caribbean (see: Bob Marley’s Duppy Conqueror, for popular use), though as with everything that people insist on making black and white I delight in the grays.
07 Tuesday Nov 2017
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anxiety, depression, guilt slit, phantasmic slit, poem, Poetry, sacrifice, sonnet
Guilt slit. Anxiety is one more queer
cesarean incision that will bear
me no child and will never heal. All fear
rests right here (between hip and hip) right there
(between south-kiss and fuzzed groin) Which chakra
do I need to drive a knife through to keep
myself from feeling this way? Since vodka
only blurs the pain and hash makes me sleep
without dreaming let me run fingernails
across my phantasmic slit; that which you
can’t see, what I always feel. Let me cut
this out of me; from hip to hip, a snail’s
trail that not even the gods can undo.
A slice, sacrifice, guilt rests in the gut.
01 Wednesday Nov 2017
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with wine and being lost, with
less and less of both:I rode through the snow, do you read me,
I rode God far—I rode God
near, he sang,
it was
our last ride over
the hurdled humans.They cowered when
they heard us
overhead, they
wrote, they
lied our neighing
into one of their
image-ridden languages.
01 Wednesday Nov 2017
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blast of love, metaphyics, poem, Poetry, Sappho, willis barnstone
Like a mountain whirlwind
punishing the oak trees,
love shattered my heart.
Sappho (translated by Willis Barnstone)
01 Wednesday Nov 2017
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metaphyics, paralysis, poem, Poetry, Sappho, willis barnstone
Mother darling, I cannot work the loom,
for sleek Aphrodite has almost crushed
and broken me with desire for a boy.
Sappho (translated by Willis Barnstone)
01 Wednesday Nov 2017
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angakkuq, Jane Hirshfield, metaphyics, poem, Poetry, the great sea, Uvavnuk
The great sea
frees me, moves me,
as a strong river carries a weed.
Earth and her strong winds
move me, take me away,
and my soul is swept up in joy.
— Uvavnuk
(translated by Jane Hirshfield)
Note: Uvavnuk was an Inuit woman born in the 19th century. She became a poet and an angakkuq (shamanic spiritual healer), when her songs came to her in dreams. They were collected by European explorers of Arctic Canada in the early 1920s.