Legs in the air after chemo. Truck seat
as pink as the cracks in your missing breast.
Back then our Lover’s Lane was the short street
near school. Adults were callous and depressed,
except you, except: “not there, pet, my ass …
put it there.” In the distance the school bell
rang as you came, as I flunked out of class —
as your muscle phat squeezed my cock farewell.
“Call me yummy mummy. Call me your cum
mum.” That was snark but I didn’t know snark
then — just plain child’s play and being wanted.
Plain as Big-O, Big-C, finding freedom
in who you fuck far too late. Plain as dark
in hurt flesh, brittle bones, corrupted blood.